delam az in donya gerefteh, az hameh yeh pasti bolandihash. az hameh yeh dorogh ha o na omidi hash. yek roz fekr mikoni ke hameh chiz dari o be harchi ke khasti residi , ama baed az yek modat tazeh mifahmi ke hichi nadari tazeh mifahmi ke zendegi khili na mard tar az in harfast. onvaght e ke ehsas mikoni dar de sar payoni nadareh, va in donya khili bi vafast. be hich chizi razi namisheh ta vaghti ke tama e vojodet ro azat nagaireh razi namsiheh. ya det miyad ke vaghti bache bodi fekr mikardi ayandeh khili doreh, bi parva, bi tavajoh va bi riya bodi. ama yek dafeh donya khodesho behet neshon mideh, mesleh yek gorg az poshteh pardeh miyad biron galot ro migireh o onghadr feshar mideh ke digeh natoni nafas bekeshi. onvaght hast ke maniyeh ashk ro mifahmi. dard nak tarin ashk ashk e gharibiyeh va va onvaght tazeh dark mikoni ke gharibi bi doost bodan o bi pedar madar bodan nist, balkeh gharibi bi hamzabon bodan e ! adam vaghti gharibeh ke boghz toyeh galosh ro migireh o ta had e marg feshar mideh ama adam namitoneh boghzesh ro royeh zanoyeh kasi beshkaneh o raha beshe. vaghti bozorg mishi tazeh mifahmi barayeh chi shaer ha toyeh sher hashon migan:mesleh abr e bahar geryeh mikonam.
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emshab chera sazat namikhanad?
yek gosheh neshasteh bi seda hasti
bi saz e to khabam namiayad
ey jir jirak jan koja hasti?
har koja migardam namibinam
engar rafteh ei to az in khaneh
aslan nagofti ta to bargardi
man mishavam az ghoseh divaneh?
hatman narahat shodi vaghti
man sher khandam baraye mahi ha
al"an neshasteh ei gosheh ei ghamgin
tanah o saket dar siyahi ha
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Akharin chizi ke be yad miavard in bod ke hamsarash gofteh bod ke nan bekharad va o ham be donbal e kharid e nan rafteh bod.
vali hala hameh chiz tarik bod va boyeh nam va khak tamam e mohit ra por kardeh bod. be atrafeh khod negah kard ama hich namitavanest bebinad. zaef e shadidi ra dar pahayash hess mikard va sarash be shedad dard mikard.
Ba khod fekr mikard ke chegoneh inja amadeh ast! va inja kojast? be balaye sareh khod negah kard va daricheh e kochaki ra did ke az on nor e besyar kami be daron miamad.dar an lahzeh bod ke motevajjeh shod ke dar daron e godali oftadeh ast.
Faryad zad" komak, komak, man inja gir kardeh am", ama hich sedayi nashenid. Dobareh faryad keshid" komakam konid, man dar in godal oftadeh am." in bar sedaye payi ra shenid ke be daricheh ye godal nazdik mishod. Az sedaye paha mitavanest tashkhis dahad ke in sedayeh payeh yek mard ast. vaghti mard be sar e godal resid dobareh faryad keshid" lotfan komakam konid, man dar inja gir kardeh am va pahayam be shedad dard mikonand." mard e balaye godal khandeh ei kard va ba sedayi khoshk goft:" jayat khobast, khoda ro shokr kon ke be dast e mirza nadadeh am at." Va baed ba tamam e khonsardi az anja dor shod.
mard e daron e godal ke be koli gij shodeh bod az khod porsid:"magar man che kardeh am? mirza kist? mara baraye che dar inja habs kardeh and?!" ama hich javabi baraye soal hayash be zehnash khotor namikard.
Chand daghigheh baed sedayeh pa dobareh be goshash resid ama in bar seda sedayeh paye chand nafar bod. vaghti paha be sar e daricheh nazdic shodand mardi sarash ra payin avard o daron chah faryad zad:" ahay esmet chiyeh?" seda daron e chah pichid va gosh e mard e daron e chah ra azar dad. mard sar bala kard o goft:"esmeh man morteza ast, mara chera into andakhtid?""
mard e dovom bar royeh zano hayash neshast o be darone chah negahi andakht. Morteza mitonest chehreh e chorokideh va cheshman e dorosht e mard ra bebinad.
mard kami dirgar be daron e chah khireh shod ta betavanad morteza ra behtar bebinad va baed goft:" jaye badtari ra barayat dar nazar gerfteh bodam ama be khatereh pedarat be to rahm kardam! rasti chera dorogh migoyi? esmeh to amir ast, khob mish nasamat." va baed sedayeh tarahom amizi az khod dar avard o bar royeh bahayash eistad.
Morteza ke kamelan gij shodeh bod, chikeh haye dorosht e aragh ra ke bar poshtash mirikhtand ra ba dasthaye larzanash pak kard o goft:" darbareh ye che chizi harf mizanid? pedar man salhast ke mordeh ast! man che chizi be shoma bedeh karam?! chera ba man intor mikonid?"
Yeki az mardan khandeh ye sangini kard o goft:" khob khodat ra be mosh mordegi zadeh ei ama namitavani mara farib bedahi, chehreh at ra kamelan be khater daram. In khodeh to bodi ke madar e man ra az ghoseh koshti va pedaram ra bad bakht kardi."
Dard e sareh morteza bish tar o bish tar mishod, va hesi az giji hamrah ba vahshat vojodash ra por kardeh bod. onghadr vahshat dar daronash khaneh kardeh bod ke be koli az dard e pahayash faramosh kardeh bod.
Morteza bareh digar sar boland kard va in bar ba sedayi por az eltemas goft:" man namidanam shoma az che chizi harf mizanid, man yek kargar e sadeh am ke yek hamsar va do farzand daram. Al"an ham anha montazer e manand ke barayeshan nan bebaram. man pedar e shoma ra namishenasam va be hich kas bad nakardeh am!."
yeki az mard ha moshti khak bardasht va be daron e chah andakht va goft:" shayad in yadat biyavard ke ke hasti va che be roz e pedareman avardi" va baed hamegi az chah dor shodand va morteza ra ke bar asar e khak haye daron e chah be sakhti mitavanest nafas bekeshad ba yek alamat e soal tanha gozashtand.
boyeh nam e daron e chah be sakhti morteza ra azar midad va nafas keshidan ra barayash sakht kardeh bod. morteza bar royeh zamin e namnak o sardeh chah neshast be divareh ye geliyi ash tekyeh dad. Be zan o bacheh ash fekr mikard ke al"an montazer e o hastand va inke vaghti motevajjeh ye nabodesh beshand che be sareshon khahad omad. ba khodesh ferk mikard ke aya hich vaght dobareh mitoneh be cheshm haye mazlomeh bache hash negah koneh va ba negah e por az mohabat e zanash gham e zendegi ro faramosh konad?!
ba khodash migoft baed az man ki be zan o bacheh hayam mireseh? be sar e anha che miayad?
pahayash sost o bi hess shodeh bodand va dard e sarash har lahzeh bish tar va bish tar mishod. Havayeh chah namnak, gerfteh, va khak alod bod va morteza nafas hayash be shomareh oftadeh bod.
khorshid be balayeh daricheh yeh chah omadeh bod va chah ra roshan tar kardeh bod, engar delash be haleh tanhayi yeh morteza sokhteh bod.
morteza negahi be pahayeh lams ash kard va tazeh motevajjeh shod ke az pahayash darad khon miyad va kaf e chah az khon por shodeh ast.
digeh nafas hayash bala nami amad va teshnegi be sakhti bar o ghalabeh kardeh bod. digar tavan e harkat nadasht va har lahzeh ba dard migozasht.
morteza sar be sineh ye chah gozasht o cheshm haye khasteh ash ra dar siyahiyeh chah baraye hamishe bast....
nevisandeh: farzaneh mariani
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Have I Ever
Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?
Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that everynight before u come on
I pray and I rewind your words in my mind
just to remember how dear you are to me
and that how much feelings my heart carries on for u?
Have I ever told you
that if I everytime I close my eyes
your face is the first thing
that my mind always pictures?
Have I ever told you
that I think you"re a gift to me from god?
and that I have never recieved a better gift in my life?
Have I ever told you
that you"re the reason for every step that I take?
and that you"re the reason for everything that I make?
and that your words are the only reason why I breath?
Have I ever told you
that I would give everything up,
just for one night
to be able to lay near you,
to feel your chest rise and fall
with each breath you take,
just to know that you are real?
Have I ever told you
that I dream of you often,
I dream of you reaching out
and touching my hand,
simply to let me know
that you are there,
and everything is okay?
Have I ever told you,
have I still yet to tell you . . .
that I love you?
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مثل آب با درخت
مثل نور با گیاه
مثل رهگذرخسته ای با نگاه ماه
ساده با تو حرف می زنم
ناگهان چرا مرا چنین به نا کجا کشاندن
کیست که خیره مانده این چنین مات و مضطرب به نگاه من
من ؟!!!!!!!!!!!!!
نه این من نیستم
این غریب این غریب شکسته کیست
مادرم کجاست من کلاس چندم
دفترم کتاب فارسیم جزوه های خط من کجاست؟
من چرا چنین هراسناک و مضطرب
من که در کلاس جز بچه های خوب بودم
ساکت و صبور
دفتر مرا نگاه کن بارها و بارها بدون غلط نوشتم
آب. پدر. نسیم . شما نه تو و دوست . دوستت دارم
مشق های من مرتب است
پس چرا چنین
این غریب این غریب در حصار قاب آئینه
این که شانه می کشد به موهای خویش کیست؟!!!!!!
من کلاس چندم ؟
آن همه نگاه مهربان
آن همه ستاره سلام
آن خدا و شب خواب های پر نیانی های بهار
ناگهان چرا چنین این همه شبهای تار
بی ستاره بی پرنده بی بهار
من هنوز کو چکم پس چرا این لباس را بزرگ کردن
من کجای آفتاب پشت کردم که سایه ای چنین هراسناک
روبه روی من صف کشیده است
من خودم نیستم این اتاق هست میز هست
پله هست پشت در دوباره کیست
من شاعر نیستم شعر نمی گویم
شعر های اینجارو بچه های این کوچه گفتن
من دلم گرفته هرچی میروم نمی رسم
رده پای دوست کوچه باغ عشق سایه بان زندگی کجاست
ساده برایت میگویم که حال رهگذر خوبست
اما تو باور نکن
nevisandeh: unknown
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Sometimes in life
you find a special friend
Someone who changes your life
just by being a part of it
Someone who makes you laugh until you can"t stop
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it
This is forever friendship
When you"re down and the world seems dark and empty
your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full
Your forever friend gets you through the hard times
the sad times and the confused times
If you turn and walk away
your forever friend follows
If you lose your way
your forever friend guides you and cheers you on
Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that everything is going to be okay
And if you find such a friend
you feel happy and complete because you need not worry
You have a forever friend
and forever has no end.
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سفر به رویا
برای چندمین بار از تو گفتم
nevisandeh: unknown
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esgh yani che
vaghti bache bodam ba khodam migoftam: eshgh yani chi? bead be khdoam javab midadam: eshgh yani vaghti ke maman baraye bab chayi dorost mikoneh o azash yek zareh micheshe ta motmaen bashe khosh tam o boyeh
eshgh yani vaghti ke baba bozorg dastaye mamn bozorg ro migireh o yeki yeki az peleh ha ba mehraboni va sabr payin miyareh.
eshgh yani vaghti ke yek gonjesht baraye nejat e joneh bache hash joneh khodesh ro ghorboni mikoneh.
eshgh yani vaghti ke gol haye baghche ba narahatiye maman bozorg sar kaj mikonan o digeh be aftab negah namikonan.
eshgh yani vaghtike mamam ta sobh balaye saram vaghti ke marizam dasmal mizareh o daem bar labanesh zekr jariyeh.
eshgh yani vaghti ke baba ba tamam e khastegish kham mishe o mizareh man roye poshtesh asb savari konam.
hala ke bozorg shodam, ba khodam migam eshgh yani tekeh ei az ehsas e khoda dar ghalb e adama.
nevisandeh: Farzaneh Mariani
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what is a mother
A mother is someone who loves you
Who cares for you in every way
She sits down and listens
to what you have to say
She always thinks your beautiful
Never puts you down
She always has a smile
To wipe away your frown
A mother is someone who believes in you
Always pushes you to go far
Tells you to believe in yourself
No matter who you are
A mother is like an angel
Although without the wings
She tells you to enjoy
Lifes most smallest things
I really love my mother
She means so much to me
Mommy I really love you
And that"s how it always will be.
Nevisandeh: farzaneh mariani
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payiz fasleh ghashangiyeh
fasleh por az bargahaye narangi, zard, va ghermez
dorost mesleh in mimoneh ke tabiat mikhad khod namayi bekoneh o begeh: mibinin adama man mitonam ham ghermez basham mesleh ashk e ashegha, ham zard basham mesleh del e del shekasteh ha ham narangi basham mesleh sedaye gomgashteh ha
navisandeh: Farzaneh Mariani
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