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خودم شکستم

و بالهای نرم و سپیدم را

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می خواستم با چشمها و پاهای آدمها

خوشبختی را، درد را

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Nevisandeh: Farzaneh Mariani

I wonder

Why is it now the smallest things you do
Can hurt me so much....but before they never used to
My mind tells me I dont need this
But my heart tells me I cant stop loving you
How is it that you dont notice how much I love and care for you.
But you notice when Im mad at you or when I make you mad??
Sometimes I feel like Im just any ordinary person in your life
And you could care less if I wasn"t in it
You might tell me other wise but you make me feel as if Im not important at times
I might not be the best person in the world...but Im still very happily your girl
I told you I can never hurt you and when I do I feel so bad
But I feel like you dont care, because Ive heard a voice inside me that says you tell your friends all you have to do is to bring out my bad deeds and boom I"m gone!
see I dont want that to happen but sooner or later you are going to get tired of me and say "I dont need you" then you have all them other girls you can get with
Yea I got attached to you and dont wanna lose you
So when I say I love you please believe it and dont do something and blow me off....

nevisandeh: farzaneh mariani